feelings of severe despondency and dejection.
Depression is described as a “FEELING” in the english dictionary. Which means in english language, depression is merely an emotional disorder.
Every human being perceives depression in their own way. Everyone has their own definition of depression.
For some it is merely a temporary state of mind that takes it course and eventually fades away.
For some it is nothing but a made up excuse by someone, for not trying to work harder.
For some it is just a method of grievance
But what really is depression?
It is a lot more than just a feeling. It is the constant reminder of the fact that something is missing in your life.
It is realization that the people you care about don’t care enough about you.
It is the understanding of the fact that life has a way of bringing you down no matter how hard you try.
Now you can walk up to me and tell me it’s all gonna be over but these are exactly the words that will push me further into the darkness, making me suss the fact that you don’t even want to cognize what I am going through.
It’s like I am drowning in an ocean, shouting for help, but everyone just looks at me and believes that the tides will bring me to the shore.
You are actually right. The ocean will vomit me at the shore, but I don’t think I would have any life left inside of me till then.
Being happy around me doesn’t help
I don’t want to be happy
I want to be listened to.
I want to be listened and told that
“Yes, your problems are bigger than the others”
I want to hear you say
“Yes, your life is doleful”
I want someone else to also understand what goes on inside my head.
I don’t wanna feel melancholy, but you cannot help me, you cannot come up with a solution for something that you don’t even believe to be a problem.
Life is beautiful.
It’s a luxury not everyone can afford!